Secret Confession - Not so Secret

| | | | | | | | | | | |

Secret Confession - Not so Secret

Sometimes you have a place where you can go...just to belong. Somewhere that you can be at peace, and in all honesty be yourself. I figure thats what this site is for. If not...then should I tell falsness? I dare to think..NO!

At heart, everyone who knows me...knows I am a country girl. A girl that was ripped from the beauty of the country to be slapped into the city.

Its sad because even now I miss the fact that I used to be able to run outside, climb a tree, get on April(my aunts horse) and just be free. I knew everyone and they knew me. I was safe.

Here in the city...Im not. I go outside and the number of bottles of trash on the ground outnumber the amount of trees. Its sickening but livable.

But I miss it.

And when the sun goes down sometimes..just right...and I get that small hint of what used to be, I feel it. That small bit of fullfillness. That little tiny twinge of peace.

But its only a small amount.

But back to the fact that this site will allow me to express my thoughts.

For you...

There are many places to visit.I am sorry if you get bored, oh and please be patient with the non-finished parts. Im doing this entire thing at school.

One of my best friends, Erica, introduced me to this site and hinceforth directed me in editing it.

I love her. Shes great. Oh, did I mention that shes this saint at my school? No, not popular...but wonderful.

A real genuine sweetheart.

Anyway, my other best friends include:

Regina
Sarah

Yvonne

Regina is this bright, beautiful and bold girl. She really shapes me into the girl I am. Shes confident in who she is..and therefore makes me strive to be the same.

Shes a year older than me...and I think, shes one of those keepers that you know all your life.(you are too Erica)

Sarah. Well...Sarah is like me. Loud, funny, clumbsy. And we talk to ourselves. Like...yeah. Actually hold conversations. Hehe...I know. Funny eh? Love her too. Keep with me Sarah..you and I can go to the ward together! Woot!

Yvonne, is my little Foamy lover. I love the hell outta that chick. For some reason, God got us together..and I BETTER be a bridesmaid at her and her love's wedding. If not...at least I better get an invite. *glares* Anyway, shes so sweet...and hilariously funny. You just gotta love her. Like I do.

There are a lot of things that you would want to know. But instead of asking, you ignore your yearning. Stop ignoring.

Ask.

Smile.

Its contagious.

"What we do in life..echoes in eternity." -Gladiator

I would like to dedicate this song to all the loves of my life. You all make me feel so good about myself...its amazing I made it through my life without yall up to now. Because I dont think I could manage it...now.

I love you all.

So much.

Have a nice day....Be safe. Love you all! Or..most of you. Yeah.